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So bottle up old love; Throw it out to sea </3
2007-01-27
8:28 p.m.
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I'm back here, I've no idea why.

But nostalgia sure hits hard.

I don't miss certain days of 2006.

But I will always remember the better ones at the start.

At the very least then, I had something to look forward to.

Someone, I should say.

But as the chinese saying goes, there's no everlasting banquet on earth.

We are now leading our very own lives.

Well, the only consolation is at least that someone is happy.

That's all I need to know.

I miss 2005, what wouldn't I give to have it all back.

School was less bitchy.

I knew I could count on Tingzhi, Sarah & Charlene.

POS was fun-filled, thanks to my ignorance of all the politics that happened.

Emerge was a spiritual discovery.

Two Grace did wild things together.

Learning Lab with Beatrice, Raelene & Jessica Foong were always a bundle of laughs.

Stable friends in church.

I was close to many cg members.

I became a helper.

And look where I am now.

So disillusioned.

So faraway from the happy moments of being 14.

I need to be happier.

I need to decide to want to be happier.

There's never a right time to say goodbye

FILL MY LITTLE WORLD;

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I wonder where you are
Please don't come around tonight
Cause I can't stand to see you
And I don't want to fight
Give me one more drink and I swear
I think I'll be ready to make
The same mistakes again with you

I finally figured out that
You're not coming back
And I'm not going anywhere
You were the one with all the faith
How did you let it slip away
That's right
I'm blaming this all on you
And the little things you didn't do
We both knew that you were stronger
Could have fought a little longer
You didn't hold it tight enough
You lost your grip
And I slipped right through your fingers

No more sleepless nights alone
This bed is better without you
No more waitin' up for calls
I've got nothin' left to say to you

Tell me again about those better days
This silence hurts me
More than anything you could say
Broken knuckles, broken heart
I fell in love then fell apart
You tried to run
I tried to hide
Still we managed to collide
Fell so hard, matching scars
Held you close, felt so far
Hearts beating out of time
You're screaming with no reason and no rhyme

So I will save this last breath
For words that I won't scream
I don't feel like dying
But you're killing me

Just when the wounds start healing
You're there to break me open
Watch the blood spill
I'm getting used to this
I'll clean it in the morning



SHAKE THAT;

Deborah :)
16 May 1991
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MATERIAL;

Belt :D
Denim Skirt
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Adidas Jacket
The whole of Candy Empire
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RUNAWAY;

Friendster
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Adele
Adelene
Adrian
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Alberta
Alex
Amaris
Ann
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Carine
Carol
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Cheryl
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Diana
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Elliot
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Farhana
Felicia
Foong
Hansheng
Heemhian
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Jesslyn
Joan
Joanne
Joey
Josephine
Joy
Junle
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Kerriann
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Krystal
Lynette
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Natalie
Nick
Pelyn
Raina
Reuben
Sarah
Sarah ko
Shiyu
South
Talleah
Tamsin
Tingzhi
Vanessa
Weikang
Xinyi
Yirui
Yoke Mun
Yvonne Mak
Yvonne Ong


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